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My Benediction by delano johnsonhttp://dclovetalk101.blogspot.com/2010/12/my-benediction-by-delano-johnson.html My funny addictions to money got me making relevant Benedictions, And I’m committed to my bethel but the temple is my Fiction, See God to me is beauteous, and In my heart, yes it’s a fact that he exists. Tell me If you know his goodness, felt his glory, read his story, this is not a game. have you ever called upon him? Then you know his name & must know his glory. But Have you ever prayed about it, And felt like your open thoughts he left in vain? Lucid words slip out yo mouth towards God because a hurt and pain. But remember who you talking to, Refrain from letting yo’ worries drive you insane. Empty promises to God, why do we play these games? We offer lies in exchange, for immediate change. Why do we say these things if tomorrow we just gon’ do the same? Committing to an empty covenant and forgetting your name in the morning, only remembering it again when you mourning, But he already know yo’ thoughts, He is the one who wrote yo’ story. But I’m a believer in you God, I go to church every Sunday morning. If you not stuck in the bleakness, than can I have all my true believers Balch for me, through my life I fell victim to my own weakness. See, cause I’m a sinner. I been a thief, I peddled drugs, I wore a ‘G’ as my title, and I never hesitated to use my gun. Lord I have taken 3 or 4 of your most beautiful ones, turned them into sluts Lord, I hope it’s okay that I’m being specific, but I know you know more than what I’m puttin’ in this benediction. I hope that you can see, even through all this controversy that my heart is so benignant, and your mercy I’ll never forget it. But I still do wrong, yet you keep handing out forgiveness. Forgive me Lord for not seeing your inner vision. I even doubted your name when my grandma died, I was on my knees screaming for you to listen. My life was already hard, with all my deficiencies and faded memories. Lord I felt like you were not even payin’ a little black boy no attention. But what you were doing at the time I could not see it, you planted a harvest of seeds so that the best , I could be it. Now when I pray my words I actually believe it, I don’t have to question no phone line, he will receive it.http://dclovetalk101.blogspot.com/2010/12/my-benediction-by-delano-johnson.html

How could you leave me? I was your one and only-and I needed you to believe in me, I’m a man now But back then don’t you think I needed you to Hold me - Walk with me Don’t you think it was some shit that you really need to show me -? You would think the memories would fade- but in my head they just rotate 3 times more slowly- But there is none of You and I, Made up images when I think of you, But steal in my heart I know I needed you- Funny how in my ear your name repeated dude, - But your image never stayed the the same- tell they said WE LOOK THE SAME-well let me change my face because I don’t want to be him, not to be rude but / I hate that I look like you- 24 years later and I steal have to look to the mirror And use my image just to look at you, Can barely remember those 3 times I was took to visit you, So I add them to my list of faded memories, Make's me wonder I forget about YOU, do you forget about me, Am I your fuckin son, and if so then why did you fuckin run Was it my mama’s fault? Did she chase you away, tell me when I was a baby did she take me away I’m a dad now so I understand situations But I hope you understand when I say this I would never let anyone take me away from my seed First I would go crazy like a racist And I would only trade my life just to save his So I changed my life around so I can be in his Why you did not the same What you don’t love me like I love him I’ ant deserve the love he get Are am I just a better man, Wish you could see my life now for what it is Progress to success I guess we ……………I LOVE YOU DAD…………………......